tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35316891.post6308870842353710352..comments2023-05-05T04:26:04.236-05:00Comments on Confessions of a Gemini: {It's the same shit, every year}Tanyahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09139289113954589414noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35316891.post-46980989965000655052009-12-24T14:19:42.084-05:002009-12-24T14:19:42.084-05:00Oh my, oh my, oh my... do I feel your pain. I'...Oh my, oh my, oh my... do I feel your pain. I've had trouble with Christmas since 1995 , as it marked the day my dad went into the hospital and never came home. Now this year is the first Christmas since my daughter's death last month. Whatever the reason for going to the dark place, it's real and it's painful.<br /><br />I'm in angst over the commercials, the music, the pressure to outwit, outlast and outplay everyone's holiday games. <br /><br />I just need it to be Saturday. Then I can strat having panic attacks over New Year's Eve. Yes, the panic attacks have returned.<br /><br />Here's a cyber hug {XX}. Ihope it helps a little.Pennynoreply@blogger.com