Seems that most times I sit here blogging, all I have is complaints. Complaints about how I am tired, overworked and busy with school. Complaints like how I've spent countless hours in the last 2 days between here and Worcester with work, I'm so freakin' tired of changing my schedule to accommodate the ever-changing needs of my job. Most changes which sacrifice my "me/off time" and "school". My boss is out for a few weeks and the "covering" director is already bugging me.
It's no secret that I don't like change and disorder. That causes me a great deal of stress, stress that I put on myself mostly, but it's still stress, nonetheless. I have lists and calendars and I have a particular way I organize things and I always put too much on my to-do lists, (but never throw them out until I have accomplished all tasks) which has always been my downfall. I work too hard and expect too much from myself which means self-inflicted chaos.
I think that being away from home 13+ hours a day - 4 of 7 days of the week is eating away at me.
I wish I had a bathtub, so Calgon could take me away!
...22 days until Vermont! I'm so stoked!