Friday, September 26, 2008


Seems that most times I sit here blogging, all I have is complaints. Complaints about how I am tired, overworked and busy with school. Complaints like how I've spent countless hours in the last 2 days between here and Worcester with work, I'm so freakin' tired of changing my schedule to accommodate the ever-changing needs of my job. Most changes which sacrifice my "me/off time" and "school". My boss is out for a few weeks and the "covering" director is already bugging me.

It's no secret that I don't like change and disorder. That causes me a great deal of stress, stress that I put on myself mostly, but it's still stress, nonetheless. I have lists and calendars and I have a particular way I organize things and I always put too much on my to-do lists, (but never throw them out until I have accomplished all tasks) which has always been my downfall. I work too hard and expect too much from myself which means self-inflicted chaos.

I think that being away from home 13+ hours a day - 4 of 7 days of the week is eating away at me.

I wish I had a bathtub, so Calgon could take me away!

...22 days until Vermont! I'm so stoked!

1 comment:

Julie E. said...

What am I going to do with you girl? CHILL, CHILL, CHILL...All that stress is going to make you cranky! LOL In all seriousness...I can so relate. I feel like my entire life is devoted to work & I hate it. I have no time for myself and my family. Hardly any time to scrap, etc. It gets really old. Hugs to you! Julie